It's been almost 3 weeks since my boy left on deployment. All I can say is Dang, I miss that boy. It hasn't been easy so far but nothing in life that's worth it is going to be easy. Everyday my feelings grow for this kid and no matter how hard I try to stop it I can't lol. Everyone who actually knows me knows how sketchy I am when it comes to boys and the big "L-O-V-E". But Idk this boy has my heart. I've never had a guy treat me so well in my entire life....well except my daddy lol He's pretty amazing. I am counting down the days until he's home. People don't understand how hard it is being away from the person you love. I have a new found respect for military mothers, wives, and girlfriends cuz this effn sucks! lol It's surely a challenge. You don't realize how much you take for granted until they are gone...Like being able to call or text them anytime you want or to simply reach out and touch them. Every email every phone call is a blessing. These next few years are going to be tough for both of us but I believe in us enough to believe we can make it and we WILL make it. I intend on keeping this boy because he's the greatest catch a girl could ask for. Pretty sure I love him:) I appreciate him and everything he does for me. I can't wait to see him again.
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