One month!!

It will be one month exactly on Tuesday that I said goodbye to my boy. I can't tell you how much I miss him. My feelings grow for him each day. I have learned to appreciate each individual email, phone call, and text. You never really know how much you take for granted until it's not at your leisure. I am a very independent girl and it has helped me a lot through all of this but I have also found new strength that I never knew I had. With each passing day I think about him. I don't think I have ever felt like this before. It's a nice change. After all this is over with there won't be anything we can't get through. A lot of people might think that it was bad timing meeting him right in the middle of all these deployments but I don't think the time could of been more perfect. This time apart makes us appreciate each other that much more. I'm beginning to believe we were made for each other. I know what he's going through right now isn't easy for either of us but things will be that much better when he's home for good. He's fighting for our freedom...my freedom and I don't think there's another job that is as important as his. I appreciate what he does for us and what he does for me. I love the boy...more than I thought I could in such a short amount of time. I can't wait to have him home with me. I just have to keep telling myself "one day less". It makes it a little easier that way. Although I may not see him right now he is my first and last thought in my days. I wouldn't trade him or our relationship for anything....even on the bad days.

Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.

It's been almost 3 weeks since my boy left on deployment. All I can say is Dang, I miss that boy. It hasn't been easy so far but nothing in life that's worth it is going to be easy. Everyday my feelings grow for this kid and no matter how hard I try to stop it I can't lol. Everyone who actually knows me knows how sketchy I am when it comes to boys and the big "L-O-V-E". But Idk this boy has my heart. I've never had a guy treat me so well in my entire life....well except my daddy lol He's pretty amazing. I am counting down the days until he's home. People don't understand how hard it is being away from the person you love. I have a new found respect for military mothers, wives, and girlfriends cuz this effn sucks! lol It's surely a challenge. You don't realize how much you take for granted until they are gone...Like being able to call or text them anytime you want or to simply reach out and touch them. Every email every phone call is a blessing. These next few years are going to be tough for both of us but I believe in us enough to believe we can make it and we WILL make it. I intend on keeping this boy because he's the greatest catch a girl could ask for. Pretty sure I love him:) I appreciate him and everything he does for me. I can't wait to see him again.

So there's this boy

Alright everyone I'd like to introduce you to "the boyfriend". Yes that's right I found my perfectly imperfect tattooed dream boy;) His name is Jason Wright. I believe the first day i laid eyes on him I was 13 or 14 years old lol. We both went to Lakeridge Junior High School together about 7-8 years ago. Craziness I know lol. Tell me about it I'm getting old, but that's besides the point. The point is I found a true gentleman and I couldn't ask for anything more :) He is currently serving in the Navy and was deployed to Africa on Tuesday. Yes I am still very butt hurt about it but I will survive. Besides, waiting for someone like him should be easy because of the way he treats me. Sorry not trying to get all mushy here lol Simply put he's awesome and I really enjoy calling him mine. I see a bright future for us....after all he is "Mr. Wright" ;) (get it?) hahaha