A little bit stronger

It will be 2 years in august since I walked away from something dear to me. It doesn't seem like it has been that long at all. I can still feel the sting when i think about it but it's gotten a lot easier with time. It takes a toll on you when you lose the person who was your everything, and the person you thought you'd spend your life with. Sometimes i still cringe when i think about it. But than i remember...everything happens for a reason, good things fall apart so better things can fall together. I know right now it's hard to see it because it has been so long and I have yet to find someone who makes me feel anything like what i felt for him. But it will come and he will find me and we will be perfect. I hold close to the memories of the ones i love but i don't let those memories control me anymore. I am hopeful I will find "the one". Over the past few years I've grown so much and I've learned even more. I've become independent and ambitious. I've taken this time alone and used it to better myself. When one door closes another one always opens and I am a firm believer in that. There is nothing in this life that i can't overcome. I have become somewhat picky when it comes to men...so therefore I'm now picking from a smaller pool lol. I may not know exactly what i want but I do know what I DON'T want and that will get me a lot further than where I started out.