People let me tell you about my BEST FRIEND!!

Mrs. Rachel Sevison Cueves!!! Formally known as Rachel Sevison. This girl is easily the best friend a girl could ask for. I don't even know what I would do without her. For the past few month she has been living in California with her hubby A.J. and I can't even tell you how hard it is not to have her around. She has been with me through thick and thin and shown me what true friendship is. I love this girl with all my heart. We we're little hellions back in our day together but we learned and have grown together and we're still close as ever. This is what real friendship is guys. If you ever find a friend like this hold on to em. I am counting down the days until she gets home. As everyone knows I am currently opening up my own grooming shop. Rachel will be my very first employee when she gets home!!! She's an amazing groomer. We used to work together back in the day this is how we initially became friends...but we have known each other since middle school. Also, can I point out she used to HATE my guts back in the day haha. My how things have changed. :) Love you Rachel :)

My guilty pleasure

So I will admit I am hooked on diet soda and it will probably be the death of me...but at least when i die I will die happy right?? Idk what it is about it but it makes my mouth water even thinking about it. I know it is totally unhealthy for you but what the hell right?? haha We're all gonna die of something or another why not have it be diet soda? Think about it....would you rather die from cancer where it's slow and painful or would you rather die from over exposure to tastiness?? You tell me lol Anyway, you are all probably wondering why diet?? Why not go for the whole enchilada??? Well my friends, my family has been in an on/off relationship with the diet system called "weight watchers". It is a point system which allows you to learn to portion your meals and to choose healthier choices. Well, you can choose the poor choices but it will use up all your points and you will be starving lol. I wouldn't recommend it lol Anyway, back to the subject...A regular can of soda would be 4 whole points....when a can of diet soda is 0. You probably are thinking, "so??". Well depending on you're weight you are given a certain amount of points you can eat a day...the average my family members got is 18. So would you rather waste 4 of those points on a regular soda, or would you rather save it for actual food?? You be the judge :)

A little bit stronger

It will be 2 years in august since I walked away from something dear to me. It doesn't seem like it has been that long at all. I can still feel the sting when i think about it but it's gotten a lot easier with time. It takes a toll on you when you lose the person who was your everything, and the person you thought you'd spend your life with. Sometimes i still cringe when i think about it. But than i remember...everything happens for a reason, good things fall apart so better things can fall together. I know right now it's hard to see it because it has been so long and I have yet to find someone who makes me feel anything like what i felt for him. But it will come and he will find me and we will be perfect. I hold close to the memories of the ones i love but i don't let those memories control me anymore. I am hopeful I will find "the one". Over the past few years I've grown so much and I've learned even more. I've become independent and ambitious. I've taken this time alone and used it to better myself. When one door closes another one always opens and I am a firm believer in that. There is nothing in this life that i can't overcome. I have become somewhat picky when it comes to men...so therefore I'm now picking from a smaller pool lol. I may not know exactly what i want but I do know what I DON'T want and that will get me a lot further than where I started out.

Becca's Pet Salon

Alright everyone this is it. I'm almost completely set up to open my new shop in Orem. Just waiting on finishing touches and I will officially be open. I can't even wait. I am so excited this has been a dream for me since the day i started grooming and it'd finally coming true. It has been a hard and long road but soon it will pay off...this is my first step to success and I can't even explain the happiness I feel. I am so thankful for what I have. Throughout this whole journey I have learned so much and come to respect business owners and the hard work they put into their careers/dreams. It is not an easy task and there is so much work put into opening up a business. I'm just glad I'm almost over and my doors will be opening soon so I can get back to what i love. I have been grooming for about 4 years now and I have loved every moment of it...yes even when the dog is trying to eat my face I still enjoy it lol. I can't wait to do what I love for the living. They say that when you love your job it is no longer a job but a hobby that makes you money. I can live with that lol. So if anyone needs a dog/cat groomed let me know. I would love to help you out.

My unhealthy addiction to tattooed men

Alright there's no hiding it. I am addicted and I just can't seem to stop. To quit now would seem to be giving up and I am NOT A QUITTER lol. You see there's this habit I have...my drug if you will. It's tattoos...I can't get enough of them and I can't seem to get enough of guys WITH them lol. It's an unhealthy relationship I know but I can't give it up. I've tried but it's become a part of me. Idk what it is about the human coloring book but it really gets me hot;) It has been the same way since the beginning of time. ALTHOUGH recently I have been going down a very different path this addiction is becoming more and more hard to get a hold of. So if there are ANY ACTIVE TATTOOED LDS MEN out there please...please...PLEASE head my way because I have been waiting for you all my life lol. Since I've chosen this path I've had to give up the "Bad Boy" so I will now be settling for the "Bad Boy" look without the bad boy intentions. Thank you. I will be taking applications all month:)

A bit about the blogger

So a bit about me. Well the name is Rebecca Lynn Smith. I was born in Layton, Utah but raised in Orem. I'm 21 years young and so far it has been a interesting ride.
I absolutely love the color green.
My Favorite food would have to be Italian.
I have 2 older sisters 1 older brother and 1 younger brother, so therefore i have a big family...Well average family here in good ole Utah County lol. My family is everything to me. I'd actually rather hang out with them than most of my friends. lol
I was kind of a what you would call a "Wild Child" back in the day but over the past few years I've been picking up the pieces and taking a different path. I was baptized in the LDS church but became inactive around the age of 11-12. Just this past year have i even given thought to it again. I have been to church a few times and I have cut back on some habits of which i am not particularly proud of, but this is going to be a long journey for me. Besides, I have lived a completely different lifestyle the past 8 years or so...so can you really blame me?? It's a process and I will take it as fast or as slow as I want.
I can be a stubborn biotch at times but that comes with the package lol.
I have a completely irrational fear of sharks and I refuse to go into the ocean because of it. No i have not ever seen a shark, and no i will never want to. lol
I have a fiery personality and I can be a pain in the butt at times. If i don't like something or someone I am not afraid to show it. I will not back down from what i believe to be right. I am blunt and straight forward and i find it to be a blessing and a curse at times lol. I'm self conscious just like the next girl, and I'm constantly changing. I have zero tolerance for drama and ignorance. I will be the first one to tell you what an a**hole you're being. I'm very protective of the ones i love. I breakdown just as much as the next girl...My breakdowns just aren't as obvious. I HATE feeling vulnerable and I HATE crying in front of people. So if you know me you know I don't cry in front of people unless something absolutely traumatic has happened and I didn't have time to walk away lol. I have a hard time expressing emotions that create vulnerability.
I have been through ALOT in my life. I figure the day i find a guy I feel i can open up to and feel completely safe with will be the guy I will spend eternity with.
I have two best friends; Stella Taylor, and Rachel Sevison.
I absolutely love music. I have it playing 24/7 no matter what I'm doing. I consider myself more a rocker than anything else.
I am 5'1 which people would call "short" but I call "funsize" and I love it. I wouldn't ever wish to be tall. It doesn't fit my personality lol.
I am an animal lover.
I am a movie junkie.
I have an unhealthy relationship with soda. It will someday be the death of me.
And last but not least I'm a "softy". Bet you didn't see that coming lol. I'm compassionate and loyal and will always protect the weaker person. I'm not one to judge because, hey, I'm not perfect nor will I ever be. I'm very accepting of everyone and I love doing things that make other people happy. (not to be confused with a people pleaser) I'm a sucker for people/animals in need. If i could i would adopt every abandoned/abused animal i could lol. I'm a loyal friend and lover and would never purposely hurt the ones i love.
Well...That's a little insight on the blogger! Hope you enjoyed!!