I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Alright ladies and Gents. It's been awhile since I have posted and ALOT has happened. Me and Jason Wright are no more which wasn't what we could of predicted but everything happens for a reason and people fall apart so better things can fall together. I am a full believer in that....even more so since I found my better half...but we will talk more about that later haha. I have learned that the only people you can depend on are your family and yourself. (family includes you Stella before you get offended haha) I have the most amazing family and I don't know what I would do without them. This picture above was last year up in Canada with my amazing family and Grandparents on my dad's side. I am going up there again August 5-15th an I cannot even wait. Things are really looking up for me and I am truly happy and if you know me and have kept good contact with me you will know this is true. I have a lot in store for me and I am very excited about it. I have amazing people in my life that I wouldn't trade for anything. For once things are looking promising.

Alright and here we go. I'm too excited not to tell you. Hopefully this time I don't jinx myself cuz it was rather embarrassing the last time I announced a relationship haha. Everyone this is Jay and he's simply INCREDIBLE. Not only has this kid swept me off my feet but he's becoming my best friend. I won't talk too much about him until later so that way i don't, like i said, jinx myself. haha But, I like him and I hope to keep him if possible lol. Time will tell.

Not the best week

So this week has surely been a rough one for me. A lot going on at the moment and it's taking it's toll. I've never had so many emotions at one time. I kinda feel lost in my life at the moment. Unsure what I'm supposed to do and what path I'm supposed to be taking. It's kind of a helpless feeling. Got some news about the boyfriend that is very difficult to take in. Everything just seems to be going in the wrong direction and it's only getting harder. I don't know how much more I can take to be honest. I'm extremely confused right now and I have a lot to think about. I just found out not long ago my Grandpa has only a year or two left because his cancer has progressed so rapidly, than the whole Jason thing, and all the other stresses on top of it with the business and second job. It's been one hell of a week. I'm honestly at a state where I literally don't know what to do. I hate that feeling most of all. Looks like I have a lot of thinking to do and decisions to make..Wish me luck.

One month!!

It will be one month exactly on Tuesday that I said goodbye to my boy. I can't tell you how much I miss him. My feelings grow for him each day. I have learned to appreciate each individual email, phone call, and text. You never really know how much you take for granted until it's not at your leisure. I am a very independent girl and it has helped me a lot through all of this but I have also found new strength that I never knew I had. With each passing day I think about him. I don't think I have ever felt like this before. It's a nice change. After all this is over with there won't be anything we can't get through. A lot of people might think that it was bad timing meeting him right in the middle of all these deployments but I don't think the time could of been more perfect. This time apart makes us appreciate each other that much more. I'm beginning to believe we were made for each other. I know what he's going through right now isn't easy for either of us but things will be that much better when he's home for good. He's fighting for our freedom...my freedom and I don't think there's another job that is as important as his. I appreciate what he does for us and what he does for me. I love the boy...more than I thought I could in such a short amount of time. I can't wait to have him home with me. I just have to keep telling myself "one day less". It makes it a little easier that way. Although I may not see him right now he is my first and last thought in my days. I wouldn't trade him or our relationship for anything....even on the bad days.

Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.

It's been almost 3 weeks since my boy left on deployment. All I can say is Dang, I miss that boy. It hasn't been easy so far but nothing in life that's worth it is going to be easy. Everyday my feelings grow for this kid and no matter how hard I try to stop it I can't lol. Everyone who actually knows me knows how sketchy I am when it comes to boys and the big "L-O-V-E". But Idk this boy has my heart. I've never had a guy treat me so well in my entire life....well except my daddy lol He's pretty amazing. I am counting down the days until he's home. People don't understand how hard it is being away from the person you love. I have a new found respect for military mothers, wives, and girlfriends cuz this effn sucks! lol It's surely a challenge. You don't realize how much you take for granted until they are gone...Like being able to call or text them anytime you want or to simply reach out and touch them. Every email every phone call is a blessing. These next few years are going to be tough for both of us but I believe in us enough to believe we can make it and we WILL make it. I intend on keeping this boy because he's the greatest catch a girl could ask for. Pretty sure I love him:) I appreciate him and everything he does for me. I can't wait to see him again.

So there's this boy

Alright everyone I'd like to introduce you to "the boyfriend". Yes that's right I found my perfectly imperfect tattooed dream boy;) His name is Jason Wright. I believe the first day i laid eyes on him I was 13 or 14 years old lol. We both went to Lakeridge Junior High School together about 7-8 years ago. Craziness I know lol. Tell me about it I'm getting old, but that's besides the point. The point is I found a true gentleman and I couldn't ask for anything more :) He is currently serving in the Navy and was deployed to Africa on Tuesday. Yes I am still very butt hurt about it but I will survive. Besides, waiting for someone like him should be easy because of the way he treats me. Sorry not trying to get all mushy here lol Simply put he's awesome and I really enjoy calling him mine. I see a bright future for us....after all he is "Mr. Wright" ;) (get it?) hahaha

Thank you come again!!

Alright everyone I am so excited to say that Becca's Pet Salon is officially OPEN and I cannot even wait to begin this journey!!! I am so grateful for what I have and all the support I have gotten from my family in achieving this dream of mine. I am so grateful for my parents for making all this possible for me. They never lost hope in me and they always had faith and believed in me...even when I didn't believe in myself. I am so lucky to be blessed with such an AMAZING family. Things are finally coming together for me and I have never been so humbled. I never believed in my wildest dreams I would ever make it to where I am now. I struggled a lot in middle school and high school and I lost faith in myself...but I have pushed through everything that has been thrown my way and I MADE IT. I can't even wait to see what doors open for me on this path I have chosen. Thanks everyone for the love and support. You are all amazing.

Triple threat

I'm pretty sure if any of you guys know me than you know this was my crew in high school. Beth, Stella and I were as close as they come. I don't know where I would of been without these hooligans lol. We did everything together and we always took care of one each other like real friends are supposed to lol. The best part is even now these girls are still apart of my life and we are still great friends. Stella and I are still as close as ever and I think it will always be like that no matter what happens or where life takes us. She is now married to an amazing man,John Taylor , and is moving for the summer to Texas. I am going to miss this girl like crazy. We are like peas in a pod and I don't think I'd be where I am without her. She has been nothing but an inspiration to me. All us girls used to raise hell together at that school but we have slowly but surely found our ways in life. Beth is now married to Mike Sovine and has not one but two Beautiful children!!! She is an amazing girl and hilarious might I add. We were crazy little girls together but we at least had fun in the process haha. I can't even believe where life has taken all of us but I know that there are more adventures heading our way with out a doubt. We will always be the best of friends because when you find friends like this you find friends for life. I love you girls and I don't know where I'd be in life if it weren't for you two.